Well I never got to finish my last post. But it doesn't really matter anymore today so why even go back.
I just wanted to post this early and say thank you again to all who have been part of my growth and who have been part of my life because without you, without you lord, I don't know how any could live in this life that some call hell.
I almost feel guilty for the peace I have found within myself long ago. Many should feel this.
Okay that passed. GOBBLE GOBBLE GOBBLE some cock!
If you want to know, it's right here baby. No holds barred. I am me and if you don't like it you can go EF yourself.
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Wednesday, November 24, 2010
Sunday, November 21, 2010
Week Of Inspiration
This week went so fast and boy was it a great week. Filled will fun, work, romance, yes, romance. And ended with a find to a wonderful article written by Douglas Cartwright called Bring it on (To Win It). It's one of the best pieces of words put together that I have ever read online in my entire life being online. If there was anything you should read in this life you should read this article...Thanks again Doug.
So this week I connected with an old customer/bed buddy. He lives in San Francisco but works down here in San Jose. We've been wanting to get together for a while but since I do not have a car and I do not sell any longer it has been hard for us to hook up. But recently his parents, or and by the way he didn't have a car either because, well because he lived in SF and over there no one needs car unless you want to have 5000 parking tickets. And he was taking muni and caltrain over this way and back. Anyway his parents went out of town and left him the vehicle. Came over on Monday and pretty much hanged all week. Had fun, played, talked, A LOT, and we have so much in common and even his Birthday is 2 days after mine. Hes a couple years older than me but still.
So I even found myself giving in to love tendencies. Omg be right back
So this week I connected with an old customer/bed buddy. He lives in San Francisco but works down here in San Jose. We've been wanting to get together for a while but since I do not have a car and I do not sell any longer it has been hard for us to hook up. But recently his parents, or and by the way he didn't have a car either because, well because he lived in SF and over there no one needs car unless you want to have 5000 parking tickets. And he was taking muni and caltrain over this way and back. Anyway his parents went out of town and left him the vehicle. Came over on Monday and pretty much hanged all week. Had fun, played, talked, A LOT, and we have so much in common and even his Birthday is 2 days after mine. Hes a couple years older than me but still.
So I even found myself giving in to love tendencies. Omg be right back
Monday, November 15, 2010
There is a lot I can say....
About today. Sigh,
I know you're probably going to read this since I know you love to play detective ;-)
You're probably already waiting for me to write this blog entry. But I am not going to say anything bad only that I think the chemistry sexually is just not there for us. And I am not going to lie, you became a little bit over bearing and lead the conversations we had into weird spaces that just made it all so, I don't know, one moment we're talking about this and the next minute it's me using my cell phone to what? Call 911 or something on someone and make them think la da da da.
Personally you have a very suspicious and paranoid way of thinking. Because I think when you speak not only do you sound sarcastic, but almost bitter which then amplifies the insecurities you seem to have about yourself. Everyone has them. Even me. If you really think about it, life could be much more worse and your body could be even more worse. You're not missing legs, you don't think you are attractive but i am sure you would agree that you are at least average ok looking which is how i see myself even.
I guess that's the one thing I know was the block between the chemistry. You're insecurities that you have to get over somehow. Only speaking from honesty. Not trying to be an asshole.
If you ever get that program from me it will be able to help you. I know it will.
I may write more later...ciao...about something else tho :)
I know you're probably going to read this since I know you love to play detective ;-)
You're probably already waiting for me to write this blog entry. But I am not going to say anything bad only that I think the chemistry sexually is just not there for us. And I am not going to lie, you became a little bit over bearing and lead the conversations we had into weird spaces that just made it all so, I don't know, one moment we're talking about this and the next minute it's me using my cell phone to what? Call 911 or something on someone and make them think la da da da.
Personally you have a very suspicious and paranoid way of thinking. Because I think when you speak not only do you sound sarcastic, but almost bitter which then amplifies the insecurities you seem to have about yourself. Everyone has them. Even me. If you really think about it, life could be much more worse and your body could be even more worse. You're not missing legs, you don't think you are attractive but i am sure you would agree that you are at least average ok looking which is how i see myself even.
I guess that's the one thing I know was the block between the chemistry. You're insecurities that you have to get over somehow. Only speaking from honesty. Not trying to be an asshole.
If you ever get that program from me it will be able to help you. I know it will.
I may write more later...ciao...about something else tho :)
Thursday, November 4, 2010
Sigh, Same shit
I know it's a lil moment since I have blogged but there really hasn't been anything to blog about. I have been just here stressing out about what I am going to do to make an income. I need a car really badly. I have no life!
Well at least I am making a lil income with Ifriends thank god. And I have made some sales with my Adult store--but not that much.
Lets see what else, OH YA GIANTS WON THE WORLD SERIES! And i want to marry Brian Wilson so he can fuck me in every hole and cum in every hole I have until I drown in his cum. He is sooooo YUUMMMY!
Anyways...that's all I am going to blog for now. I'm in the middle of a chat session so I should be paying attention over there.
Toodles.
God Bless.
Well at least I am making a lil income with Ifriends thank god. And I have made some sales with my Adult store--but not that much.
Lets see what else, OH YA GIANTS WON THE WORLD SERIES! And i want to marry Brian Wilson so he can fuck me in every hole and cum in every hole I have until I drown in his cum. He is sooooo YUUMMMY!
Anyways...that's all I am going to blog for now. I'm in the middle of a chat session so I should be paying attention over there.
Toodles.
God Bless.
Wednesday, October 20, 2010
Well....
Sorry for my delayed posting. I've been on a good run thankfully to getting some good shiet!
So there is this guy who i met at a community center where they help the in-need, anyhow he's so cute and so adorable but man. We had met there about 8 months ago and we only exchanged numbers. When i had talked to him on the phone he sounded kinda nutty. So I had stopped talking to him. So many months have past and I see him on one of the personals site to hookup a bootie call and he's on there and so I give it chance. Boy it was torture. I was as polite as can be just let him talk and talk and talk and talk and talk and talk all bout himself. He was so FULL of himself but when i try to give him constructive criticism he gets all butt hurt. So the whole play thing ended up being a bust and was not successful but he was determined to get off trying to force the issue.
anyway it was just bad. Sorry Mick.
So there is this guy who i met at a community center where they help the in-need, anyhow he's so cute and so adorable but man. We had met there about 8 months ago and we only exchanged numbers. When i had talked to him on the phone he sounded kinda nutty. So I had stopped talking to him. So many months have past and I see him on one of the personals site to hookup a bootie call and he's on there and so I give it chance. Boy it was torture. I was as polite as can be just let him talk and talk and talk and talk and talk and talk all bout himself. He was so FULL of himself but when i try to give him constructive criticism he gets all butt hurt. So the whole play thing ended up being a bust and was not successful but he was determined to get off trying to force the issue.
anyway it was just bad. Sorry Mick.
Wednesday, October 13, 2010
Maybe I should start complaining
Everyone seems to be having one of those days thats just not so good. But what are we to do? I guess my life could be much worse. I am letting everyone take out their frustrations yet mine, i hold all mine in. I don't know what to do. I'm so stuck about the website. I want to do something with it but don't have the funding for to do it. I wish I lived in SF. AAHAHHHH!H!!!
Fuck
I don't know what I am going to do today about my court date. think think think
Monday, October 11, 2010
All together now!
Okay so you may have noticed all the extra posts all of a sudden. Well those are ALLL the posts i have done on blogger since 2007. So I guess it worked out nicely. Plus I put this ask me questions application which every time someone asks me a question it makes a post. Any my story is boring anyway. But I don't have anyone else to share this with so I guess Its just you and me.
Outputting this to the universe is such a weight off my shoulders. All my worries and all just get spewed out in this blog. To throw out all my necessary garbage all over your eyes.
Enjoy.
Outputting this to the universe is such a weight off my shoulders. All my worries and all just get spewed out in this blog. To throw out all my necessary garbage all over your eyes.
Enjoy.
Sunday, October 10, 2010
What was the worst movie you've ever seen?
Well I can tell you the latest WORST movie I saw was DEVIL...worst of worst of the worst. Even my own tears had tears.
If you could go only to one restaurant for the next five years, which would it be?
hm....My mothers Kitchen
Would you rather swim in a pool or the ocean?
My bathtub. Laying down in the tub is as far swimming that I want to do. Just kidding, I guess a pool.
How many languages do you speak?
2. English and Spanish. However I don't know proper Spanish very well
If you could change one thing that happened last year what would it be?
Selling my car.
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT LADY GAGA? I LOVE HER, HOW DO YOU FEEL ABOUT HER?
How can i not love Lady Gaga. She should be Lady Gay Gay. We all love her for her support of the LGBT movement.
Glad you love her too.
DONT YOU EVER WONDER WHY POEPLE DONT SHOW THERE FACE WHEN THEY ASK THE MOST STUPID ASS QUESTIONS EVER!? THEY HAVE BALLS OVER THE WEB I SEE BUT NOT IN PERSON!!!!
Is this a question or a comment? I guess it would depend on the whatever the stupid question was.
Another Night...
Doing the same ol same ol. Waiting, Searching, researching, making, doing, playing. I just love the graveyard shift. I don't know what else to put down right now so i guess i will write again later. Bye Bye
Thursday, October 7, 2010
Feeling Special
How often do you meet someone and then the second day they hang out with you they want to help you get a car? Well today I hanged out with this cool and really nice guy earlier in the afternoon and he offered to help me with getting a car!
I was so speechless! I felt so blessed! God works in mysterious ways people.
He made me feel so good and he noticed everything I was trying to do most people don't even notice anything! He said he will loan me about $700 bucks to get a running car which is all I will need to help get back on my feet.
I am so excited about my website! I haven't even said anything to you about it have I? www.MenRightNow.com that's the site I am creating. According to URL appraisals my site is now worth over $4700.00! And growing! Life is beginning to look up again.
Thank you god I love you.
I was so speechless! I felt so blessed! God works in mysterious ways people.
He made me feel so good and he noticed everything I was trying to do most people don't even notice anything! He said he will loan me about $700 bucks to get a running car which is all I will need to help get back on my feet.
I am so excited about my website! I haven't even said anything to you about it have I? www.MenRightNow.com that's the site I am creating. According to URL appraisals my site is now worth over $4700.00! And growing! Life is beginning to look up again.
Thank you god I love you.
Monday, October 4, 2010
My fun weekend...at home...
So this whole past weekend I just stayed in my room while I had a few sexual encounters. It was pretty fun. And hot. In between plays all I can think about is my website and wanting to do more with it but can't!
I need money!! I need an investor! Something! One of my websites, www.MenRightNow.com , according to URL appraisals is worth $4711.00. And every day it goes up a few dollars or so. And I am getting over excited about it plus I know that I have to be patient about the growth.
Anyway to conclude the weekend my lovely sister came over last night and we did our usual weekend movie night where we try to find the scariest movie we can find and watch it. So addicted to scary movies.
Sigh, now what am I going to do this week? Or who? I don't know we shall see laters..
I need money!! I need an investor! Something! One of my websites, www.MenRightNow.com , according to URL appraisals is worth $4711.00. And every day it goes up a few dollars or so. And I am getting over excited about it plus I know that I have to be patient about the growth.
Anyway to conclude the weekend my lovely sister came over last night and we did our usual weekend movie night where we try to find the scariest movie we can find and watch it. So addicted to scary movies.
Sigh, now what am I going to do this week? Or who? I don't know we shall see laters..
Saturday, October 2, 2010
Where has my brain gone today?
For some stupid reason I thought it was Monday. I feel like such a dumbass. Now my sister knows that I am on a good one LOL.
Sigh, I am so bored. and Horny. I want more of that dick I had earlier.
So many things on my mind. Henry, big dick, Monday, Website, Money, Shit.
Nothing but a bunch of babble. I should get dressed. I am sitting here on the floor naked.
Someones going to end up showing at my door I feel it.
I should get dressed. Eat something--but i dont want to eat yet til I have had some dick! Otherwise I might go poppy and I do not want a chocolate cock. Ew.
ARGH, get dressed.
Sigh, I am so bored. and Horny. I want more of that dick I had earlier.
So many things on my mind. Henry, big dick, Monday, Website, Money, Shit.
Nothing but a bunch of babble. I should get dressed. I am sitting here on the floor naked.
Someones going to end up showing at my door I feel it.
I should get dressed. Eat something--but i dont want to eat yet til I have had some dick! Otherwise I might go poppy and I do not want a chocolate cock. Ew.
ARGH, get dressed.
One 2 Three
This is my third posting so far in a row! Still early to tell whether I will be able to consistently post to my blog as I have vowed to do many upon many upon many times.
So I had a fucking VERY hot time with someone very unexpected last night. Well I should say this early morning. In fact I had 3 hot times since yesterday. I got done twice while I did my ex once. Gee shouldn't I be worried about something?
I know I know. But I couldn't say no to the big friggin cawk he was showcasing before me. It was yummy, cloudy, nasty, and fun.
Oh who was this unexpected person? Well I will keep his name out for privacy but it was a long time friend from many many years. He once had did drag for like a week. Of course I am not into trannies.
I wonder where he put that monster between his legs. Tucked in very securely. Or maybe he didn't tuck it in. who knows.
But all I know is his thing is mmm mmm mm.
So I had a fucking VERY hot time with someone very unexpected last night. Well I should say this early morning. In fact I had 3 hot times since yesterday. I got done twice while I did my ex once. Gee shouldn't I be worried about something?
I know I know. But I couldn't say no to the big friggin cawk he was showcasing before me. It was yummy, cloudy, nasty, and fun.
Oh who was this unexpected person? Well I will keep his name out for privacy but it was a long time friend from many many years. He once had did drag for like a week. Of course I am not into trannies.
I wonder where he put that monster between his legs. Tucked in very securely. Or maybe he didn't tuck it in. who knows.
But all I know is his thing is mmm mmm mm.
Friday, October 1, 2010
I'm getting sick...n tired
Of all the retards on adam4adam and craigslist.
There are all these dudes looking to meet other guys but they don't seem to do the ONE thing that may help them in meeting someone and that is TO READ THE FUCKING PROFILE!
It's pretty damn annoying that a lot of the dudes cruising the bay area apparently do not know how to read! I have to repeat myself and I specifically pointed out what I was looking for but still do they listen??
And what is with the guys lying in their profiles!? I mean I say that I am HIV POSITIVE and I am looking to fuck bareback! Why the fuck would you want to fuck me unprotected if you say that you are negative??? DOESN'T MAKE SENSE! AND ANOTHER THING, I AM NOT IN THE SUICIDE BUSINESS!! So if you want to infect yourself, go fuck yourself!
There are all these dudes looking to meet other guys but they don't seem to do the ONE thing that may help them in meeting someone and that is TO READ THE FUCKING PROFILE!
It's pretty damn annoying that a lot of the dudes cruising the bay area apparently do not know how to read! I have to repeat myself and I specifically pointed out what I was looking for but still do they listen??
And what is with the guys lying in their profiles!? I mean I say that I am HIV POSITIVE and I am looking to fuck bareback! Why the fuck would you want to fuck me unprotected if you say that you are negative??? DOESN'T MAKE SENSE! AND ANOTHER THING, I AM NOT IN THE SUICIDE BUSINESS!! So if you want to infect yourself, go fuck yourself!
Thursday, September 30, 2010
Welcome, yet again.
If i had a title for every blog I have started this one would probably be like Julio's Crazy Volume 5,000. I mean really!
How many times am I going to create these stupid blogs. Half the time I don't have nothing interesting to say.
I don't even know where to start. I guess I can start with today, I guess.
It was a pretty boring day. Stayed glued to my little couch in my room and I sweat my balls off while I thought about how I was going to create an income.
Did the usual stuff for the website, check numbers, stats, blah blah blah...
I tried chat hosting that but just dies off real quick. I end up wanting to just shoot because all these stupid idiot clients that I get just want to play games with me and none of them want to put out. Well no, that's not what makes me want to shoot, but the fact that I am trying to keep myself hard while watching videos and chatting with these rejects, I am just too cute to be treated like a stupid ass by a bunch of ugly men who can't get shit.
So, I come up with nothing new today. Same shit. Nothing exciting.
It's 10:41pm.
What am I going to do for the rest of the night? Probably try to cruise but fuck-- there ain't nothing in this stupid ass town either. Nothing but a bunch of bottoms.
Even me--a big fucking bottom can be a top every now n then. Well I have to be. And I am a darn good one too. Urgh, so fucking frustrated right now.
That's all I have to say.
How many times am I going to create these stupid blogs. Half the time I don't have nothing interesting to say.
I don't even know where to start. I guess I can start with today, I guess.
It was a pretty boring day. Stayed glued to my little couch in my room and I sweat my balls off while I thought about how I was going to create an income.
Did the usual stuff for the website, check numbers, stats, blah blah blah...
I tried chat hosting that but just dies off real quick. I end up wanting to just shoot because all these stupid idiot clients that I get just want to play games with me and none of them want to put out. Well no, that's not what makes me want to shoot, but the fact that I am trying to keep myself hard while watching videos and chatting with these rejects, I am just too cute to be treated like a stupid ass by a bunch of ugly men who can't get shit.
So, I come up with nothing new today. Same shit. Nothing exciting.
It's 10:41pm.
What am I going to do for the rest of the night? Probably try to cruise but fuck-- there ain't nothing in this stupid ass town either. Nothing but a bunch of bottoms.
Even me--a big fucking bottom can be a top every now n then. Well I have to be. And I am a darn good one too. Urgh, so fucking frustrated right now.
That's all I have to say.
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