Well I never got to finish my last post. But it doesn't really matter anymore today so why even go back.
I just wanted to post this early and say thank you again to all who have been part of my growth and who have been part of my life because without you, without you lord, I don't know how any could live in this life that some call hell.
I almost feel guilty for the peace I have found within myself long ago. Many should feel this.
Okay that passed. GOBBLE GOBBLE GOBBLE some cock!
If you want to know, it's right here baby. No holds barred. I am me and if you don't like it you can go EF yourself.
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Wednesday, November 24, 2010
Sunday, November 21, 2010
Week Of Inspiration
This week went so fast and boy was it a great week. Filled will fun, work, romance, yes, romance. And ended with a find to a wonderful article written by Douglas Cartwright called Bring it on (To Win It). It's one of the best pieces of words put together that I have ever read online in my entire life being online. If there was anything you should read in this life you should read this article...Thanks again Doug.
So this week I connected with an old customer/bed buddy. He lives in San Francisco but works down here in San Jose. We've been wanting to get together for a while but since I do not have a car and I do not sell any longer it has been hard for us to hook up. But recently his parents, or and by the way he didn't have a car either because, well because he lived in SF and over there no one needs car unless you want to have 5000 parking tickets. And he was taking muni and caltrain over this way and back. Anyway his parents went out of town and left him the vehicle. Came over on Monday and pretty much hanged all week. Had fun, played, talked, A LOT, and we have so much in common and even his Birthday is 2 days after mine. Hes a couple years older than me but still.
So I even found myself giving in to love tendencies. Omg be right back
So this week I connected with an old customer/bed buddy. He lives in San Francisco but works down here in San Jose. We've been wanting to get together for a while but since I do not have a car and I do not sell any longer it has been hard for us to hook up. But recently his parents, or and by the way he didn't have a car either because, well because he lived in SF and over there no one needs car unless you want to have 5000 parking tickets. And he was taking muni and caltrain over this way and back. Anyway his parents went out of town and left him the vehicle. Came over on Monday and pretty much hanged all week. Had fun, played, talked, A LOT, and we have so much in common and even his Birthday is 2 days after mine. Hes a couple years older than me but still.
So I even found myself giving in to love tendencies. Omg be right back
Monday, November 15, 2010
There is a lot I can say....
About today. Sigh,
I know you're probably going to read this since I know you love to play detective ;-)
You're probably already waiting for me to write this blog entry. But I am not going to say anything bad only that I think the chemistry sexually is just not there for us. And I am not going to lie, you became a little bit over bearing and lead the conversations we had into weird spaces that just made it all so, I don't know, one moment we're talking about this and the next minute it's me using my cell phone to what? Call 911 or something on someone and make them think la da da da.
Personally you have a very suspicious and paranoid way of thinking. Because I think when you speak not only do you sound sarcastic, but almost bitter which then amplifies the insecurities you seem to have about yourself. Everyone has them. Even me. If you really think about it, life could be much more worse and your body could be even more worse. You're not missing legs, you don't think you are attractive but i am sure you would agree that you are at least average ok looking which is how i see myself even.
I guess that's the one thing I know was the block between the chemistry. You're insecurities that you have to get over somehow. Only speaking from honesty. Not trying to be an asshole.
If you ever get that program from me it will be able to help you. I know it will.
I may write more later...ciao...about something else tho :)
I know you're probably going to read this since I know you love to play detective ;-)
You're probably already waiting for me to write this blog entry. But I am not going to say anything bad only that I think the chemistry sexually is just not there for us. And I am not going to lie, you became a little bit over bearing and lead the conversations we had into weird spaces that just made it all so, I don't know, one moment we're talking about this and the next minute it's me using my cell phone to what? Call 911 or something on someone and make them think la da da da.
Personally you have a very suspicious and paranoid way of thinking. Because I think when you speak not only do you sound sarcastic, but almost bitter which then amplifies the insecurities you seem to have about yourself. Everyone has them. Even me. If you really think about it, life could be much more worse and your body could be even more worse. You're not missing legs, you don't think you are attractive but i am sure you would agree that you are at least average ok looking which is how i see myself even.
I guess that's the one thing I know was the block between the chemistry. You're insecurities that you have to get over somehow. Only speaking from honesty. Not trying to be an asshole.
If you ever get that program from me it will be able to help you. I know it will.
I may write more later...ciao...about something else tho :)
Thursday, November 4, 2010
Sigh, Same shit
I know it's a lil moment since I have blogged but there really hasn't been anything to blog about. I have been just here stressing out about what I am going to do to make an income. I need a car really badly. I have no life!
Well at least I am making a lil income with Ifriends thank god. And I have made some sales with my Adult store--but not that much.
Lets see what else, OH YA GIANTS WON THE WORLD SERIES! And i want to marry Brian Wilson so he can fuck me in every hole and cum in every hole I have until I drown in his cum. He is sooooo YUUMMMY!
Anyways...that's all I am going to blog for now. I'm in the middle of a chat session so I should be paying attention over there.
Toodles.
God Bless.
Well at least I am making a lil income with Ifriends thank god. And I have made some sales with my Adult store--but not that much.
Lets see what else, OH YA GIANTS WON THE WORLD SERIES! And i want to marry Brian Wilson so he can fuck me in every hole and cum in every hole I have until I drown in his cum. He is sooooo YUUMMMY!
Anyways...that's all I am going to blog for now. I'm in the middle of a chat session so I should be paying attention over there.
Toodles.
God Bless.
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