About today. Sigh,
I know you're probably going to read this since I know you love to play detective ;-)
You're probably already waiting for me to write this blog entry. But I am not going to say anything bad only that I think the chemistry sexually is just not there for us. And I am not going to lie, you became a little bit over bearing and lead the conversations we had into weird spaces that just made it all so, I don't know, one moment we're talking about this and the next minute it's me using my cell phone to what? Call 911 or something on someone and make them think la da da da.
Personally you have a very suspicious and paranoid way of thinking. Because I think when you speak not only do you sound sarcastic, but almost bitter which then amplifies the insecurities you seem to have about yourself. Everyone has them. Even me. If you really think about it, life could be much more worse and your body could be even more worse. You're not missing legs, you don't think you are attractive but i am sure you would agree that you are at least average ok looking which is how i see myself even.
I guess that's the one thing I know was the block between the chemistry. You're insecurities that you have to get over somehow. Only speaking from honesty. Not trying to be an asshole.
If you ever get that program from me it will be able to help you. I know it will.
I may write more later...ciao...about something else tho :)